mood: ecstatic music: i could not ask for more

MY LIFE

AT THE MOMENT

could not be any freaking better!!!! 

i love iT!

mood: thoughtful

This is supposed to be an email but i am putting it in here. I love this page because it is so true. just read it and think of all your friends.. and about how you love them and what would you do you if you lost them?  be thankful for what you have and take chances in life.  comment if this means something to you.

Have you ever  wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest  things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a  couple because you were so afraid  of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and  whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart  what to do.
It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it  to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other  person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too  much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at  all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will  think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every  time  we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows  stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder  what they would have done, or could  have  had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say  good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be  there? *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care  anymore)*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do  if you never got the chance  to  say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that you are a  friend. If you died tomorrow , you would be in my heart!!! Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I  care about you, you will send this back. You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again  in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent  it to you if you consider them a friend as well. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends  you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend,
someday you might feel like  you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out  there cares about you and .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!!
Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends  that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let  them know that you care..
If you got this email, it means that the person who sent it  to you loves you  and always will, no matter what.  

mood: excited

WoW so New York was like the best vacation i've ever been on.  it was so much freakin fun!!!  It just went by way too incredibly fast!  New York is like the best place ever tho!! So many places to shop at and a starbucks on like every corner!! Gotta love that!  We went to ground zero, the top of the empire state building, the statue of liberty, the holland tunnel, time square, stanley theater, and way more!  And we had a tour guide that helped us find our way around the city and drove us places. And her 2 kids came with us, which were about my age, and that was a lot of fun! i miss them now tho!!  We went out every night and when we got back we either went swimmming or watched a movie.  and omg the people there are so awesome! lol!  I mean they are just so different from here.. they're all outgoing and funny.  lol.  It was great.  And omg so many flippin funny times!!  ((Haha Adam!!)).   But omg i was so freakin tired when i got home.. cuz we had to leave for the airport to go home at 3:30 in the morning.. so like 12:30 in the morning AZ time... and my feet hurt so bad from walking everywhere!! but it was so much fun that that didn't really matter!! lol..  But okay i don't want to bore everyone with all the details cuz i honestly don't think you care!!  But here are some pics!!  Love you!!

Me Adam and Josh in the Car in NY

 Picture from Empire State Building

Of course, the Statue of Liberty!!

 Abby, Amanda, Me, Adam, and Josh in from of the Skyline

Amanda and I with the other Josh.. lol.

  The group of us!! 

  Amanda, Me, Adam, and Josh on the way home .. :(

mood: cheerful

SuMmEr 2005 iS heRe!!

My first year at Dobson High i would say turned out pretty good!!  So much less drama than at junior high!!  I mean of course there was a little drama here and there... but everyone goes through that!  Life isn't perfect!  But i met a lot of new people.. some of them who have now turned into my really good friends!! :)  I love you guys so much too!!-- you're awesome!  I can't wait till next year when we're Juniors!  One year closer to being a Senior and only 2 years left of school!!  Wow that's kinda scary to think about but so exciting!!  Well, i hope this summer is as awesome as i'm planning on!!  I got my car.. now all's i need is a license!!  haha.. only 1 week and 5 days left tho!!  YaY!!  Well, i love you guys and i hope that you all have a  wOnDeRfUl and SaFe summer!!  And make next year another great year for the class of 2007!!

SpRiNg BrEaK 2005!!

Well, i hope ur all gonna have an awesome spring break!! 

I don't know what i'm doing yet...

but it BeTtEr be something FuN!!  ;)

mood: excited

I finally got a cell phone!!!  :)

Ahhh!!  I am sooo excited!!  I've been waiting for this for like EvEr!  Like i've been bugging my parents for like the longest time and yesterday we went to the Alltel store and i finally got one!!   I am soooo happy!!  Ahh i love it!   lol.   But yeah... you can call me or text me whenever at 480-688-4091! 

LoVe YoU!!